Sweeter than it can ever get

Thursday, July 17, 2008

today has been a very trashful day for me
exclude e way DUMBASS tried to threaten me which has not affected me a single bit(=
so anw , i had drama .
and again ms rani put me n hui si in-charge .
okayyyyy , dndt noe that handling these ppl could be so though .
hmphffs , firstly there was little ppl .
then there were un co-operative members.
who only knew how to lie
bdh siott .
laen kali nak tipu agak agak sikit larh ehyk !
ader otak pakai betol betol .
asshole . wheres yr commitment towards drama siol ?
if ur here just to only come , then u better go AWAY wit ur nonsensical frends
asshole ! u don't ever come for drama if u only think its a tyme for u to slack in e canteen
and of all dha stupid places , TOILETT !
Kanena , in front of me act so nice ,
behind my back , sprouting vulgarities .
eyhs , aku tak hairan larhh ehkk !
alsoo , if ur thinking of quitting drama , then go ahead ! u have all my supports
at least a pain in my NECK could be removed

arrghh ! then reached home about 7+++
super duper exhausted . and i still had to call mama which told me to call
my work auntie .
and i have to work on dha 9&10 august ! WTH !
Who will want to get married on national day ??!!
Hmphhffss !
then wen i told mama , mama was giving me that voice
haiss , mama , if only u could understand how is it lyke to be living in this place
yeah , im fyne tuh u . but , things going on at home make me feel out
lyk im here because "oh , bcos my room happens to be nearby"
i nid this to buy my own stuffs .
nobody here takes me out to go shopping , except for kakak
nobody here ask me if i want anything wen they go grocery shopping
its lyk im just me , here , alone wen im home .

so anw , i wanted to use laptop to do e-learning thingoo .
that stupid moron , cheebyeYeye . u n yr mom n yr nenek all dha same
say that im no use .
KANASAI !
just wait okay ppl , wait till i get enuf education and work
and u will be so fcking happi wen that tyme comes , cause by then
u cann all be those stranger of dha past
that are absolutely nothing to me !!
don't entertain my vulgarities ppl , im just too PISSED by the idiots that surround me

im so upset , i nid my sunshynes );