I am this screwed I hate it when it comes to this part I put in so much for this and i cannot stop now I am this far and this close to everything i have learnt I dread this part Within the days i can count and look forward to How am i going to tell the rest ? shittxzx . shitxzx . shitxzxz . shitxzxz . shitxzxz .shitxzxz . shitxzxzxzxz . I thought we could pull through and reach that time we made so much plans , so much hope , so much fun , so much i cant describe and poof ! because of one person , it ends everything . screw him . i am so glad i made a big HUHAA in front of everyone with u in school . I cant turn back everything . I am facing this . I am . I am . I am going to just stop this is so unlike me )':