betterintyme

I HAVE MOVED . HURHURHUR

2009-09-09T00:30:00.000+08:00

thats it
i can so win the most selenger award for giving some people - including publishing it here in my own blog , the wrong link :/
anw , here's the correct link

sheckleryeahh.onsugar.com

I have moved

2009-09-08T00:17:00.003+08:00

finally i know how to use onsugar.com
it took me a few hours though .
Truthfully , i have a secret affair with the guy beside me .
why dnt u be jealous and report ? (:
shecklerheyy.onsugar.com

2009-09-03T22:53:00.003+08:00

pictures at keppel bay outing
the first picture looks so funny . we were trying to do the step serious face .
okay whatt . serious perh muker . kalahhkan the mynaaaahfied version
i seriously need to do some bucking up in my school work
i think i had alot of distractions during the exam period that i got average for so many subjects . i bet mr nutella eyeball will just pop out and drop . there goes my 2 pairs of rayer shoes ):
term 3 is ending soon but actually TOMORROW ~!! woohoo
competition / First GIG on saturday .
adek izzan 4th bday on monday .
mcm best , at last i will be free to spent time with my lovelieszxzxzx
okay i have to do karangan now in order to show to the (insertmadamblahname) that i am an a1 malay student , not anyhow grade she give me - she gave me a C grade for MT . C people . yes , lets all drop our jaws wide and grasp with horror as she unsuccessfully tries to bring me down (:

xoxo

2009-09-01T23:05:00.000+08:00

mozilla ff connection is lagging .
spenting quality time with mama wasnt that bad . i shopped for a complete full set of what to wear this saturday
i want to do my makeup like pixie lott boys and girls video .
fuuhh , comfirm dier J :D
i want to go town after the comp but i dnt think my bandmates are semangat like i am . esp since certain people have grudges against me .
will be doin major changes to blog . will be busy jamming on thursday and friday .
doctor appt on wednesday . i hope they wont put those drops into my eye , or else i will have blurized vision and i wnt know where to go . OMG , kadang kadang aku nie slenger lehhr jugak .
promise grandmama i will sleep beside her tonight ! im off . caloh beits !

xoxo

2009-08-30T22:53:00.002+08:00

Abang / Pepsi
Two days gone .
I hve seen you grown up
from a fur-less kitten to one big fat healthy cat
Five years down the road .
you are gone . so young . you left .
Everyone knows tearing wont bring u back .
This is where we part .
goodbye abang ):

i dont think there was anything bright today
i didnt watch baybeats . i spent half an hour figuring what to buy . one man stood behind me and sniffed my hair . screw him . i hate to go sheng siong alone . i shall check my list of non-emergencies bodyguards that will be happy to spent time with me esp when my boyf is too tired to see me . dnt say u miss me cause i havent seen u in nearing to three weeks and whenever i ask you out or smthng , you will always be as busy as i am .
i am in complete no mood today esp since i got to know of abang death , shall not cry again )':
i wnt be home for the next few days . because i want to be wit someone because i miss someone terribly somehow . shall spent quality time to liften up my mood before my gig . hehehe

2009-08-29T10:38:00.002+08:00

why are u being such a immature kiddo .
the only words u know how to use against me are just fuck off and sundal
you hardly know these meanings and your are using it against me
if i were to follow my feelings , dah lamer aku terajang balek muker kaw bodohh .
i have proof . i got your dad's number . how ? want me to go ahead ?
oh wait , your scared arent you ?
my middle finger is reserved for you .
my top notch screams are going to make you feel like slapping me .
wait , you cant do that , your fasting .
MWAHAHAHAHA ! only i can do all those things that can burst your anger level (:

SYAFIQ HANAFIE = NOOBHEAD

2009-08-26T22:00:00.004+08:00

Marissa : Ain , i cnt mit u . Last min , bpk aku ajk kuar . Bsk jer larh kiter mit sblm prac kat tb.

Ain : Kau knaper ? Sengaja kaper ?

Marissa : Yg aku narq sengaje darh knape . Bpk aku yg ajak kiter semue buke kt luar psl mak aku tarq masak , Jgn sembarang bebual larh .

Ain : Abes dari Monday kau asyik postpone . Abeyh aper skrg , bsk kau srh scandal kesayangan kau trn ? Saper lagi nak kene bodyguard kau ?

Marissa : Eyk mmg last monday aku tarq free . Skrg last min pn mak aku tarq msk , so kene buke luar . Kao jgn terlibatkan org laen bley tarq , Atleast aku tat tyme darh bagus taw bebual ngn kao walaopn kiter gadoh . Aku klao gadoh abeh situ jer uh . Tarqde narq gadoh lame2.

Ain : Ehh ? Cam gitu je ? Eh , mcm aku bru kenal kau je . Aku libatkan org laen ? Kau bwk orang luar msk asal ? Besar pa sial kepale drng . Mulut sketpon tak bukak biler dah nampak aku . Kat blakang bbl laen , depan laen . Skrg saper yang tak bagus ?

Marissa : Dngr2 aku yg ajk per . Drg yg narq gy. Klao kao narq bebual psl drg, kao tnyer drg sendiri uh , Yg kao narq txt aku psl drg darh knape. Skrg cume narq bebual psl aku dgn kao jer pe . Klao kao narq bebual psl org laen , aku tarq nak masok campor .

Ain : Orang laen ? Orang laen tuu orang kau jugak kan , Eh , senang bsk kau datang tanpa orang laen , Kau sorang je uhh . Jangan nak stepping leader dengan estique . Kklu kau fikir aku tak bgs , bukak sket mulut kau yang kecik tuu dan blang aku straight . Per mcm ? Boleh tak ? Nak blang abang kau dulu per aku leader yang tak bagus .

Marissa : okay uh . Jmper aku bsk . Dngr2 aku step narq jady leader per .

Ain : Oh wait . Action speaks louder than words . In this case , you dnt even have a mouth .

Now i know what two-faced stuck up yek kid you have been brought up to be . Look at you , you dnt even have a great bestfriend or girlfriend to stick with through thick and thin , ups and downs , rich and poor etc . Jeez , the only people you have are the endless number of guys who talk dirty with u and u seemingly enjoy every single minute of wrong attention . That is you . Look at yourself . Take a mirror and see how much crap your worth . Most of all , your just the same as the type of people you look down too . Your ain't different from them all . Inside out your just the exact copy of them all combined together , and yr just J that yr not better than what i am . I wonder what will happen if i utter a single thing about you to anyone . Like sister said , its a malay world out there . People talk . tongue twist . Stories gets dirty . Per mcm ? mau challenge aku ? I am already enjoying this moment where your going down .

Moral of story : Watch your back . Observe your friends . Time past , friends change . and me , im just going around with the flow . In case anything happen , dnt keep it in silence . Start the drama and speak :D

offtopic . we made i/c today . hehe . i expected it to be a prestigious moment with red carpets and drums rolling scene . but it was a less then 5 min process . Gahh , i thought this was suppose to be a significant moment in my life . apparently its the day the cikgu pelat tell us to get out of the hall with his sweating arms and ewwh , shall not elaborate . am stuck with karangan , 2summary . coursework and my 15 min rehearsal this saturday . Which is nutella bday :D on the bright side , mama's bringing me out to shoe shop on saturday afternoon . im done here .

xoxo

2009-08-21T14:09:00.004+08:00

EXAM aku dah habbeeesssss !
Jyeahhhh !
off to cutting my fringe and jamming later .
see the guy behind me ? He's my bassist .
he is always missing practice . and i hate the guys hanging arnd my band cause they discuss about my butt behind my back . i know lahh i wear dress . (i inherited my momma body features & natural hair colour)then whatt . never see girl wear dress ar ? chis !
time puasa i wear long dress lahh . Blubby face _l_
mr nutella faster go home , i wan ke-ching (:

xoxo

2009-08-18T17:33:00.002+08:00

i logged in today to find my blog missing
and then i realized i went into the wrong account
i didnt even know i had another account remembered in my fingertips
LOL
screw afternoon papers .
i almost slept while doing essay
my brain was like telling "5min jee tdo"
but of course i didnt , maybe i do have mental problem like what the eye doctor asked abt the other day :/
instead of studying for papers , i have been practicing the performance song
which i can now play without looking at chords sheet *GRINS*
i will work hard next term , chill AIN
im left with 1 , 2 , 3 ,4 more papers !
Yippeeee ! i sooo cnt wait for the weekends ! :D

xoxo

2009-08-16T19:44:00.002+08:00

For so many reasons , I cannot focus
Common Test week starts tomorrow and i mean it when i said i haven't touch a single thing
i have been too busy with my band stuffs
one moment we are near quitting and the next we are all practicing our own parts during combined band practice . Im not blaming anyone . im just annoyed that everything is happening so fast
i want so much to stop and breathe .
My study table is full of files but i haven't do any productive thinking to touch them
yes , screw me people . i wont be shocked if i flunk CT2 and drop from 2nd in class to last few positions in sec 3 express cohort ):
I realized everyday its the same thing . school . hmwrk . keyboard . and somewhere between that i fall asleep while stoning . which explain why i have been waking up at 6am during school days instead of 5plus .
I am this exhausted . I am pushing myself . I hope everything ends really well . and i really dnt want to know about how i will do for Common test . so screw them tooo (:

2009-08-14T21:34:00.003+08:00

I am this screwed
I hate it when it comes to this part
I put in so much for this and i cannot stop now
I am this far and this close to everything i have learnt
I dread this part
Within the days i can count and look forward to
How am i going to tell the rest ?
shittxzx . shitxzx . shitxzxz . shitxzxz . shitxzxz .shitxzxz . shitxzxzxzxz .
I thought we could pull through and reach that time
we made so much plans , so much hope , so much fun , so much i cant describe
and poof ! because of one person , it ends everything .
screw him . i am so glad i made a big HUHAA in front of everyone with u in school .
I cant turn back everything . I am facing this . I am . I am . I am going to just stop
this is so unlike me )':

2009-08-10T16:48:00.005+08:00

class photo taken on last Friday at Labrador park for National Day Learning Journey - which i learnt nothing . HEHE
look at the posings . *shakeshead*
i need a new guitarist for Estique , since the former immatured guitarist quit because , hehe . people schooling at West Spring should know what happen during recess the other day . Im not proud okay . But im glad he knows what a big time motherfckingloserNabeiJerk he had been . or at least people know now how selfish and fooolish this arrogant -papa mama never teach kid .
okay , i shall stop blogging about him since i have yet to make my *DRUMSROLL* so called public apology to him . watch out ayye , ur so not gonna forget me till the end of secondary school . okay , shuttup ain .
Celebrated National Day yest. HAH , fake lahh . i always miss the NDP show . and i miss the pledge too ):
im meeting ameera later . i have so much to tell her . I miss her like chocolates missing hazelnuts , doesnt rhyme i know .

xoxo

2009-08-04T19:22:00.003+08:00

mood : less depressed ; livelier
oh and fitri corrected me abt smthng
*refer to previous post*
its NOT 2012 but 2013
i pass my math okay , i got B's this year :D
ohh , and since someone tell me he doesnt read my blog
i will publicly announce here
that i MISS TAMMMM !
wherever you are please hurry up and meet me downstairs (:
oh , and i am so gonna bust your face tmrw . hmmm , i got alot of choice
milo ? lemon barley ? soya bean ?
tak nak aku pekik kan ? kan aku buat kau pekik esok okay guitarist ?

xoxo

2009-08-03T19:44:00.003+08:00

my mood is lifeless in schl today .
its so depressing i can win an award for being the most depressed student today ):
i have 40mins left before my sister comes home from manicure/pedicure session
So .. In 4 years time she will be married

MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
MY SISTER IS GETTING MARRIED IN 4 YEARS TIME
(!!!!!!!!XZXZXZXZX!!!!CXZXZXXZXZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!XZXZZXXZ!!!!)
I think i would stop before there isnt much space for me to blog as everybody knows i dnt blog like im going write a novel - HEEEHEEEE
in 2012 i would be in poly
in 2012 i would have had my GREEN scrambler motorbike
in 2012 i would be 165-168cm
in 2012 i would be clubbing with my sister
in 2012 i would be *insertfunactivities* to do in life
but
in 2012 she will be married
in 2012 she moves out of two different houses and stay under a roof of her own
in 2012 i will no longer sleep with her and see her silat shows at night
in 2012 i no longer have to make sure that she eats her medicine every morning
in 2012 i wont have anyone to complain about everything to
in 2012 i wont have anyone to do my mynahh style liquid eyeliner
in 2012 i wont be asked to move because im blocking her way around the room in the morning
in 2012 i will celebrate hari raya alone . without anything great to look forward
i will shop alone , do my make-up alone , testing my 4-inch shoe by then alone
Basically , by 2012 i will lose the another half of me
and thinking of that now is already depressing )):
i mean i am happy for her , like really happy but the feeling of losing is stronger than that
i am suppose to appreciate the time now and treasure all these moments but still it all comes to and end in 4 years time and i feel the dreadness already now
This is when i say ' yeahhh me ' and its obvious that i dont mean that either

xoxo

2009-08-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

i need to go lot1 soon but ameera is at ECP and i cnt seem to find anybody else to go with
And it August 1st already
which means
11 more days to Eng CT
17 more days to CT week
21 more days to fasting month
22 more days to Final party
29 more days to Finals rehearsal and ayah Bday
30 more days to Zahirah Bday
WOW , 35 more days to Finals !
shit lahh , i might as well get a counting down system for everything

2009-07-27T21:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes it takes the littlest things to keep everything together
then we realised what's bugging us .
and finally , tadaaaa ! i will still have us to go out with for jalan rayer
who needs a big family when u can have all the laughter with your own clique ?
hmm , i got about a month to learn another song for my finals and three more weeks before Ct week . okay can , i can do this !

2009-07-26T22:47:00.003+08:00

picture was taken after kakak DewaDewi competition - which she made it to the finals . hehe , aku support mesti ar menang :D
okay she wasnt wearing that dress - DUH
she wore this kebaya and big big earings and hairstyle that reminded me of saloma,LOL
hmmm , so i spent my saturday and sunday at
mama place . I realized that my mama is so lazy when it comes to walking to the fork and spoon foodcourt behing our house area =.=
She is getting lazier in walking . HAHA
Summary of Sunday
-Salad-making competition
-got one floater table in front of mine - he was so rilek , macam cool aje and so MR posing . OMG , attention-seeker alert
-skip , me and racheal got 5th place out out of the twenty plus people . and the another team got 1st . Ms watie was so beaming and grinning like :D
-rushed home to get ready to go expo to support this saloma and i left my purse and voucher there
-support/ clapped / cheered -sampai makcik tudung depan give me a *insertword* minah stare look - prolly bcos anak dier nyer sedare tak make it . alah kesian .
-skip skip , went to changi for dinner then went pasir ris park
-which daddy and auntie and cousins bullied me in alot of ways there - i think its good enough both my head and body are still intact :l

and i havent yet bath / iron my skirt . gahh , i smell of sweeet sweat .
oh yes , and i cannot imagine living without my S . can you ? cause i cant . from 1994 till now . i failed to realise how much time has passed just by growing up together and how fast it can expire . i mean end/ due . like u no longer see her or sleep under her armpits or smell her smoke-contaminated hair after her long hours of work . hmmm , i guess i really should cherish and treasure the time now and the last last time ones . see , i will grow up , u'll see (:

2009-07-23T20:57:00.004+08:00

sometimes i wonder if i made the right choices
i wonder if i rush things
i wonder if i knew these people
i thought things would change
i was sure then everything will be all right , steady pom pipi
then im proved wrong , right up my face i see things clearly
where should i have been at that time
i thought i could hang on there longer
and im left to wonder what am i hanging for ?
did i made the wrong's to get to where i am now ?
no , not me . not entirely me .
oh wow . look at the time now
nothing from any single one of these people .
Im going to ask myself this last question
How blind have i been ?
and my answer will be : exactly like a blind mouse

xoxo

2009-07-21T22:46:00.003+08:00

i wonder if its true everyone else is breaking apart
yupp , it definitely is
one is too busy with boys-who dont seem to care about ____ or ____ seems to care too much and these pathetic boys likes attention from this "im hanging on your shoulders ohh baby " _____
and another one is too busy with her own circle
well guess what , we are too .
i won't keep the words i made for you once i think ur no longer someone worth caring for
Wak Jay Jay told me to speak up instead of blogging it here .
so i will stop my criticizing and be reproductive in my saying .
tapy aku punyer binget kalau meletop=GreatWar .
i will so NOT watch my words .

2009-07-17T13:57:00.002+08:00

I am missing F&N practical lesson to make ondeh ondeh
which i dnt knw whats that really
i was down with fever virus on wednesday
i was supposed to be sent home during the morning temperature taking but i cabot :D
then ms wati send me to office after the afternoon temperature taking
skip skip
spent the whole day at mama's house
which reminds me that i left my uniform , schl shoes+socks and stuffs i dnt remember thr
i have 4 different medication and 2 eye medication to take
LOL . like i will take all *WINKS*
and my love have gone missing
shitts . reply me before i call after your name from your void deck :D

xoxo

2009-07-12T19:14:00.002+08:00

finally i am going to blog :D
im improving on my keyboard chords *smilesproudly*
there was only three of us in today's practice so okaylahh
beyond saving band was there to replace the absent drummer and guitarist
oklahh , aku maju kedepan :D
hmmm , friday night was great
ameera calls it dinner ; dnt lie lahh . i called it socializing .
sister calls it sheesha-ing .
Hah . will upload photos when im free
ohs , and my left eye is smaller t0day . it looks like i dnt have eyelid
macam cool kan ?
brrr . okay . im done here . staying tuNE*mama's line*

xoxo

2009-07-08T16:57:00.002+08:00

Estique !

Photos from Estique photoshoot

ignore all the posing pose and the minah pose :0 which makes me one by default according to minahspeak.lj.com - HAHA

woke up at 10am today cause i wanted to skip frog disection period .

and i think it was worth though cause when i reached schl , an ling reported sick already . see lahh ask u skip schl with me u dnt want :D
and i still havent do my listing priorities in f&n coursework . shittsssxxzzzz

going socializing on friday with (insertsnames) at*XOXOplace* doing *secretstuffs*

takmo J yerr people

xoxo

2009-07-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

i am so tired . so tired . so sleepy . so tired .
i should stop repeating myself .
so today i had two music lesson .
i am so tired from standing up for hours without realizing it .
and before that i was playing under the heavy rain
best oii , sampai payong besar angkot dari maner ntah mcm nak melayang ngn aku skali
so stink now cause i havent bath and i still havent do my hmwk and it 11pm already
and im still in my P.E . Gawwsshh i stink . Cant wait for spring carnival and photoshoot on sunday . Confirm gerek dan best :D

xoxo

2009-07-01T18:13:00.002+08:00

school is so school
people who always sleep in class still always sleep in class =.= haha
okay , not me lahh . and im pushed to sit at the front . alone
okaylahh , not alone , beside me is aidil . beside again in Jeeren . it stinks bcos aidil always copy my work . cheater , LOL . about that again , he is so going to copy me in spelling tomorrow .
waddhha hell .
i have got alot of things to plan and alot of counting and math to do .
marissa bestf need my help , watchh out ehh biatch *Winks*

xoxo

2009-06-28T22:29:00.002+08:00

time check :10.29pm
last day of holidayyyy and i so so so cant wait for school to start
which is less than 12hours from now
i miss schl and my classmates :D
i miss learning and maths lessons and chemistry lesson and laughing during bio lesson
ahh shit i havent do social studies hmwk . why did i even remember that i had that hmwk .
okay whatever , had Estique combined training just now
haha , im so slowww . okay whatever , keyboarist isnt easy yknw
time check : 10.37
i should be sleeping early tonight not tomorrow morning :D

xoxo

2009-06-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

going malaysia tomorrow
on the boo side , dini and big sister wont be there
which leaves it to me , irfan and adek . not boring but more quiet ):
on the bright side , marissa will be there , WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
im in serious need of keyboarding practice and the combined training is this sundaeeeee !
die shit die shit . i need milo , LOL , kidding . i dont need to knock out twice :D

2009-06-24T18:41:00.002+08:00

IRRITATED ?

Cant help it when im trying to make u feel this way
bcos im ten times as irritated as you are
i demand the truth
yes , i can probably fight for this
but if i throw out my bottled feelings you will probably scram
i cant wait till i catch u worm
i swear the revenge will be sweet if the truth isnt pretty
get ready your helmet ayye ? i might just knock u hard .
Milo is really a great thing for great high :D

xoxo

2009-06-23T19:44:00.002+08:00

i miss ameera , hurry up comeback ! i want milo and tissue-prata :D
i miss my grandmother's too ):
i miss my kucing's at mama house
i dnt knw how to use tumblr - like fck can ? SO confusing
oh , ameera just called ! my milo is here , WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
I SAYANG HER :D

xoxo

2009-06-21T19:37:00.002+08:00

Nutella and wife are fighting again . for the 2nd time in the week
I think there's Bollywood drama outside featuring them both .
She's crying again , gahhhhhh . not going to be involved .
going out on monday , will be busy on tuesday .
will be busy at home on wednesday .
keyboard lesson on thursday and home-ed to mama crib after that .
cant wait for school :D
and i made my tumblr thing alrdy but i dnt knw how to configure it , LOL , sloww ehh .

xoxo

2009-06-20T03:29:00.004+08:00

finally i got to see Wak JAY JAY todaeee :D
thanks for following me to go teck why to buy you-knw-what *WINKS*
walked arnd , slacked and went home . and went out again with sister
and went home with neighbour and sister , apparently i knw that he always scared to go home alone , HAHA , kental dokk :D
okay , enough . i blogged for today (:
im just going to follow my instincts and do my own detective work .
Watch out ayye , B

xoxo

2009-06-19T03:00:00.002+08:00

one last lesson to learn the whole song
and i think the keyboard teacher cannot be patient with me oready , ehehehe :D
but i can play till the chorus oready which is damnsszzxxx easy
and i think im going to get brain pain if i keep playing the notes and bones breakage
will be busy jamming with my bandmates once schl starts , keep yrself free ayyee :D
and i will be moving to tumblr / onsugar soon bcos i want to
Revamp my life . hehe , macammm tau jee ain .
and i got so many and in this blog post .
i want to sleep , Goodnight (:

xoxo

2009-06-18T01:54:00.003+08:00

i totallyyyyyy enjoyed the class bbq , im smiling so duper widely u can see my all my teeth , HAHA . OKAY but seriously today's bbq was a blast .

at 11 plus i went to collect charcoal with Rina and then changed and waited for Vivi to come . in the end she was late so i and rina was late so we all went off late . out of the 25 people , only 8 were absent , hehe 3a GEREK SUNGGUHHHHH ! reached there at 3plus /4 . ate bbq-ed played water, took pictures , attend to Zahirah minor accident , bbq-ed , ate . ate . slacked . played sand , pushed someone into sea , dig holes in sand , bbq-ed , ate . laughed to jokes about taufiq grinning & kembang-ing with the sound effects , HAHAHAHAHA , star-gazed . ate , clean up . slacked . home-ed .

i cnt stop smiling when i look at the photo taken , i also dnt knw why it seem soo funny and great and awesome and totally a fun-time we all had , awww , class bonding (:

im still waiting from the photos from other people who took peektures with me :D i want to combine and keep for memories and its my bby states its 2.18am in the morning and i should be sleeping so i wnt have to use eye treatment for my dark circles - if i ever had one . HAHA , okay enough ain . Gdnyteee readers !

xoxo

2009-06-16T23:24:00.003+08:00

its my new toy
somehow there's wind coming out of its holes
its personal
its not bulky and heavy
its shining new
thanks but no thanks
why ?
cause i have to share it with step-mom when u said it yrself its meant for me , my sister and my schl work . u lied and once again u made way for her to take control . and WOW the two small morons can have it all by themselves ?
what have u turn to ehh ?
u used to see it when she said things that scooped my heart
and u gave me that smile to not fade inside
u used to let me win
but u want to let it go now
i used to be your center of atraction , your priceless gem
but i guess i lag behind now .
its going to be a battlefield between us
and i better prepare my own armour .

OFFTOPIC ;
my class bbq is tmrw .
thanks for making it happen ; despite the fact that some people havent yet paid and blah blah
im expecting on 18 people to turn up . HEHEHE :D
might me going haunted house after that , MWAAHAHAHAHAH :D
and i better sleep early tonight so i wnt be late tmrw since i have to carry loads of stuffs .

xoxo

2009-06-12T18:09:00.002+08:00

okay people
i would like to announce / declare / state that i have a very evil older sister
she is so planning a very horrendous birthday bashing for all the may / june bday people during tmrw bbq pit at east coast park .
i have proof okay
just look at how daddy had his bday celeb
he had to use fake eyelashes and totally uncool B.U.M boxers over his head through out the bday celeb .
and some more tomorrow one is at east coast park
forget moJOJOJO and all the cartoon villains , her plans are much more evil than them .
just wait kakak , when u reach 21 u'll be sorry for what u have done , MWAHAHAHA

anw , yest i walked back home frm bkt batok to teck whye , okay halfway marissa was crying so i had to board the bus . then when i reached my blok , wak JAY JAY was there , haaha , surprise surprise ! haha , i loveeeee u :D

Okay i havent pack my bag for tmwr pit so goodbye readers :D

xoxo

2009-06-11T03:27:00.003+08:00

weeeeheeeeeeeeeeeee !
i found my phone
told ameera to text me , then i ran down the stairs and i missed a step but i didnt roll down or smthng i just did a starjump to get down *GRINS*
my laptop says its 3.28am . i think i got day-camp in less than 5 hours time and keyboarding lesson later after that and i must bid my farewell to Nora cause she's leaving for smwhr with her family to a time that seems forever ):
im currently MSN-ing to Mr Nosey and he is teaching me about bands and stuffs and im teaching him about F&N and stuffs . chey ain cheyyyy .
and its weird that my phone is so quiet these days , hmm , where have all these people went to ehhhhh ? i think i know . oh wait , i know already . HAHA , nak hide again ?
time check its 4am already and i still havent sleep . gahhhh , suddenly im missing the cat at auntie's house . OKAY RANDOM

gdmorning peeeeeps !

2009-06-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

this is irritating
A)i misplaced my handphone , its somewehere in this house but i just cant seem to find it
B)i have to go to school tmrw but ms JOJOJO has yet to text me which brings us back to point A where i still cnt find my HP
C)there's a crowd downstairs , they are shouting but i cnt seem to hear cause its more like mumbles

seeeee , im irrititated . and the solution is sleep ain sleep .

xoxo

2009-06-09T22:41:00.002+08:00

i seriously need to change my blogskin like ASAP
my quality time with grandmama has been (placesuitablewordhere)
somehow i dnt want to stay home longer but neither do i want to stay here any longer
hehe , get it ?
okay ,i want to call oldman now :D
i miss him, carry my bag tmrw ayyyyeee ?HAHA T.Y

xoxo

2009-06-04T23:59:00.004+08:00

keyboarding lesson was
COOLIOS ~!!!
The teacher say i very gooooood . nahh , im only listening to the good stuffs :D
but seriously , i can do the chords for the starting of the song , MWAHAHA
i saw Zaliha cause her lessons ended before mine starts and we talked but its still isn't enough
talk to me when we collect report book ayyyeee ? (:
currently thinking of ideas for Jill's fake form , im suchaaa fren , HAHA
photobucket is so no co-operating with me , TSK !
and i want to change my blogskin , it needs more colour . duhh
im off to do my letter

xoxo

2009-06-03T19:21:00.002+08:00

Monday : schl , sleep , CausewayPoint , sleeeeeep
Tuesday : jog , schl , sleep , sleep and more sleep
Wednesday : Tanjong Beach with sister , met up with dearest , home , overnight at Nora place :D
Thursday : Keyboard lesson , YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
Friday : errrrrrr , report book collection ! DUHH Ainnnnn , how can u forget .
off to auntie & mama place next week . so i wont be at CCK hs for the whole of next week *GRINS*
miss me ayyeee Ferisha :D alahhhhhhhh , i forgot about camp next week . errgghh , give me holidayyyyyy lahhhhh .
okay , got to get ready for night campout , HAHA
will update presentable photos later when camera's with me

xoxo

2009-06-02T00:01:00.002+08:00

i miss my fren
no not fren
i miss Siti Zaliha Bte Mhmd Yusoff
u cnt run away or ignore me for long
watch your back yeah , the bitchyawesome kid is back (:

2009-05-29T11:57:00.002+08:00

Frog Dissection Day - any better name for that ?
I skip schl today so i wnt be getting my hands on frog digestive system or what
GREAT reasons huh ? yes people , laugh all u want .
i just feel its gross and brutal and gruesome to dissect a frog with my very own hands .
Who knows , i might end up having nightmares of frog sounds , HAHA
I am currently watching the last few episodes of Gossip Girl .
will be off to Little India and Mustafa after my aunt is done with Danial's parent-teacher-meeting day .
and i want to kill my new internet server together with Ferisha , MWAHAHAHA :D

2009-05-25T21:05:00.003+08:00

hello Readers !
time to update my almost arranged funeral blog , HAHA
went to tampines on Saturday to get a another dress for Zero2Hero thing blah blah with dearest . im so choosy lahh , haha . but i finally managed to find smthg in black and white after walking in n out of so many stores :D
headed back to cck . slacked arnd thinking of smthng to do and we ended up bowling at Home Team Ns there - whatever the place is . He so expert in bowling can ? scored the highest in both games between the four of us .
HAHA , jangan kembang ehh :D Home sweet home at 3am+

ANW , i dont want to play evil here . dnt push me to my limits its your lost , face it . There's not a need for you to cry a river cause its wayyyy wayyy Overrrrr , like months ago . so last year huh ? u decided it yourself so don't need to ask my friends or anyone else about us cause for all i know , we are happy being together , and nothing can change that status for now. I'm just telling you what I think is the best for you, and us. You should move on now because he has already don't so, trust me. I don't wish to see you cry because it wouldn't change things for now. I respect you but I really think that you should not regret your own decision you made before. Yknw who i am talking about here (:

i so should start my coursework soon and i love Estique :D and ohh , holidays coming ! HOOORRRAAAAYYYY !! haaha , shut up ain . and i wnt be updating my blog often bcos my lappy is 170594% out of bounds .
thats all for now :D

xoxo

2009-05-17T16:40:00.002+08:00

*SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!*

Saturday was GREEEEAAATT ! like not just great but

SUPER-DUPER-AWESOME-GREAT !

i got the results for Zero2Hero and Estique got in ! Best ar baybeyh !

then went out to penin first then to Singapore Flyer to watch Redbull Motor cross

sry i was late - fashion dilemma :D and for walking like we are going nowhere

haha , but at least it was worth the motor cross show

The scrambler motorbikes were just OOOOHHH ! PIPING HAWTSTUFFS !

on the first round , we were standing at the starting line where the scrambler motorbikes will go before doing their stunts etc .

and we were standing so CLOSE ! and screaming like non-stop loud .

then Iqah got free redbull drink . wahhh , suker nampak . haha :D

then on the second and third round we watched the stunts from another place

and we were like WOWing and screaming and clapping our hands up high and cheering !

One word , wonderful (:

Met Wak JAYJAY after the show and cabbed home

u owe me a bday present dude . HAHA :D

Oh yes , its my Birthday today

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

yes , finally im fifteen . whrs my IC ? haha

I thought of me growing up and i thought of the stubborn clumsy girl

the one who always fall into longkang somehow , the one who kept falling out of nowhere ,

the mischievious girl with tricks up her sleeve and all her friends who commitied mischief crimes with her *SMILES WIDELY*

hehe , okay . i shld stop blogging now since my aunts are here for my family bday celeb

xoxo

2009-05-10T18:19:00.002+08:00

i will be off to be chemis-tried , Bio-ed , Physics-ed and F and N -ed later after blogging
i should have gone to mama place today , considering e fact that nobody cooks on a sunday
here . mama says that i must find reasons to defend myself in court if i want to change custody
i cnt find e exact words to say and the reasons bcos my brain has too much of it , i can barely find a proper one :(
nvm abt that , penguin just text me abt smthng that is going on
I cnt reply , duhh . no pp8 . but nvm abt that , i will ttys laterr .
hmmmm , its a sunday today and i still havent touch on my hmwks or any revision
SHIT lahh , i must pass my other subjects since its an obvious clear cut that im flunking my geog
hurray hurray fadil , u can win me in geog for this term :D but im still going to be better than you in mother tongue *TOOTHYGRINS*

i dnt noe wad else to blog here so i guess im done blogging for the day

xoxo

2009-05-06T19:58:00.002+08:00

i hate you here
i dnt want to stay home this saturday/sunday
shit , i hate u more ):

i should stop posting and do my chemistry ws and start on the kalimantan case study

gdbye stinkers

2009-05-04T17:31:00.002+08:00

ferisha(the short , make-up & coins stealer whom i detest most)
returned my long lost teddy bear already :D

Im losing the mind of people i call BFF's .
For once , can you please be nice ?
Just a test ? HAH . people dont publicize a test of friendships online .
and dnt you knw , in the land of BFF , exboyf's are absolutely forbidden ?
Wakie wakie girl , nobody needs someone like him .

2009-05-03T20:27:00.003+08:00

time check : 8.34pm

i still haven't iron my school uniform
i still haven't bath since afternoon
i still haven't got my school stuffs ready
i still haven't do ALOT of stuffs yet

hmmm , lets blog
Friday : ameera went to my place to help me decide what to wear .
haha , see .
this is the advantage of having a bff who lives next to your block *SmilesWidely*
then went to keppel bay with wakJAYJAY .
romantic lahhhhh :D the place is great gilerrr . everyone must go there someday :D
i have a picture of wak JAYJAY already , haaaaa :D HANDSOMEEEEEE !
Saturday: went to East Coast Park with family . aku binget samer fatimah rocker . bau dier melekat dgn aku . maner maner pegy dah bau . geram lahhhhh !!
Sunday : went to Sungai *idkwadd* , near Sim Lim Square . but before that went to drink at coffeeshop first , thats when i spot a injured/sick pigeon . it couldnt move ! so my siblings decided to call SPCA , abes tuu aku kene bebual =,=
then the SPCA person come take e pigeon . TADDDAAA . and thats how i safe a pigeon life :D
then went to Beach Road to eat . like for the fourth time in a day . im so going to grow fatter .
then went home . Daddy asked if i want a change of custody . hais , hard to decide !
then i bused home , i definitely learn something , i must always! not take the bus alone , due to some reasons that i always get when im alone .

okay , im done blogging , i suddenly feel like im in need of more shoes . my birthday coming in lets see, 1 , 2 , 3 , 14 days time ! haaaha , nak dapat I/C kaperr ? lol

okay , byeeeeeeeeeeee !

xoxo

2009-04-29T16:44:00.002+08:00

i have decided that im too lazy to reconstruct my under construction in that part of my blog
i have to squeeze my brain to type of smthng to type thr and right now , im too
tired/busy to do that .
im dying from math syndrome people
get ready the roses for my funeral , seriously lahh
mr kok gave us let me count , 1 , 2 , 3 , 4 , 5? math ws to practice
he is making me kanciong for maths paper 1 which is absolutely no gooood !
alright i better stop typing and start on my schl work
oh yeah ,
ImissWak JAYJAY !

xoxo

2009-04-27T20:54:00.004+08:00

to Zahirah
Cheer up alright !
we will always be there for you (:
She's never gonna be gone in you , so take it easy darl :D
i think i will bring umbrella to schl this week
reason is , the very hot blaring sunlight is giving me headaches
like seriously , the kind of very hot weather when u can just fry eggs on the road
Oh yahh , and i just got to knw that its a public holiday this friday !
Anybody want to go out with me ? Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh
okay , i should start on my hmwrks that awaits me
Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

ps: budk bawah block mintak kene tempeleng . nak kawan ? eeewwhh . tak sudi aku . kan ameera ? HEHS !

xoxo

2009-04-25T19:14:00.004+08:00

i havent touch on my hmwrk and revisions
im such a lazy pig *OINKOINK*
i want to change my blogskin by today
its going to be pretty simple , but really too simple
ANYWAYS !
drama club got SILVER !
i didnt expect that , seriously but , cool huh ?
the spirit of animal farm :Do
malay paper yesterday was errr , *finds-word-to-explain-feeling*
i wrote crap in my karangan and i had so many mistakes in my letter
haiyaaaaaaa
i am currently bothered about smthng
i have two tattooed to my heart and i dnt wish to hurt any
i dnt knw what is up with me so dnt ask please
i keep secrets - who doesnt ?
im so tangled up . hmphffs
and i hate mr nutella
Just so you knw , i DO NOT lepak with the lepak pondok/motorbiker's
has if i got nothing better to do in life
i knw of other better things to do in life , so stop spying or checking on me
*SHOWS my very precious WHATEVER face*

OFFTOPIC !
check this video out people . i find it funny somehow

2009-04-21T17:51:00.002+08:00

i am tired
i am sleepy
i love wak JAY JAY :D
i have to study for bio test tmrw
and i seriously want that new wallet and that dress
and i cnt wait for another friday night *WINKS*

I HAVE SOLVED THE CASE OF MY MISSING SPECS !

xoxo

2009-04-19T14:53:00.006+08:00

Saturday night outing was GEREK ! From Geylang to East Coast Park to Changi Airport . From 11 plus to 4 in e morning .

WEEEEEEEEE !

We had so much fun cracking jokes due to the fact that evryone was too high on durian content and orange heineken *WINKS*

I dnt knw wad else to type here so let the pictures do the talking !
AND i love Friday nights with Wak JAY JAY :D and ohh , i lost my specs . Boohoooo D:

2009-04-16T20:56:00.003+08:00

DRAMA SYF IS OVERR !
I can now kiss my goodbye to animal farm
finally no more squatting down for long hours
no more feet blisters
no more telling people to focus
no more occasional stoning
no more committing social suicide by wearing the costume and the painted up make-up
no more Saturday practice
after about a year - drama club is back with a bang ! *APPLAUSE'S PLEASE*
my last SYF finally done and over with *GRINS*

anw , i shall upload the photos next time
so we reprted to schl at the same time .. warm-up .. did a full run at the hall
eat .. changed .. make-up .. eat again .. head to ACS .. warm-up again ..
Said our last prayers and performed .. went out and i saw OLD FREN .. i was like stunned ! takper ain . thats old story lahh deyyyhh
skip skip , eat .. slacked .. bus-ed home at 4plus
and i officially have a date with my math teacher together with my math file and worksheets outside the staff room . so tidak yeah . and i am currently stuck with my eng paper 1 hmwk
im only halfway through the compo .
so

GOODBYE ~~COMRADES !~~

xoxo

2009-04-13T20:50:00.002+08:00

dear fellow readers
i am in no mood
i dnt want to go for drama camp cause i have my own reasons
i hate the class camp because we are going to the sawah padi i mean - PADI ! im not on a mission to save some grains ! esque lahh !
big grandmother is home - till Wednesday
drama SYF this coming thursday
tuesday & wednesday will be my intensive practice .
Mid year starts next week
and to add up to this , Wak JAY JAY is testing me . hehe , im in no mood to be tested
postpone can ? Haheho , wnt happen also right . i knw .
i seriously need to go drink two cups of chocolate milkshake to de-stress myself this friday
till then , i will be away in my very i want to scream out loud days

xoxo

2009-04-11T08:57:00.003+08:00

tyme to update !
hmmmmm , its a saturday morn today .
i didnt watch the sunset yesterday D:
but i seriously didnt enjoy yesterday
hah , fake lahh . actually
I LOVEEEEEEE IT ! WEEEEEEEEEE !
since it rained yesterday , the sunset obviously wouldn't be thr
but the full moon was thr .. mcmm ... romantic lahhh :D i LIKE :D
see lahh , i cnt stop smiling to myself . people in the house think i sewel already .
thanks for the treat :D oh yahh , i got ulcer .. wonder if you got it , mwahahaha !
ummmm , sooo basically .. we bused to vivo - he late , so the janji melayu
then we eat , walk walk , seat outside , i think vivo city is having their snowing season
i was like freezing cold ! okayh skip .. then go inn .. walk outside again ..
watch full moon , WEEEEEEEEEEE ! then bused home .
nope , it wasn't boring . he can seriously layan my cartoon world of imaginations
oh yeah , one thing i learn about wak JAY JAY - he always go toilet . i also dnt knw whats interesting thr , HAHS ! and i think he has fully established my fear of dogs , hehs :D
and when i reached home , ferisha has bombarded my room
please let loose of your creativity with someone else stuffs and someone else room
my room - kalah rainforest sial . *SCREAMMMM*
okay , i got drama later and it ends at 8pm
who wanna fetch me ? HEHS :D

xoxo

2009-04-07T23:34:00.002+08:00

i shall .. not tolerate all this
it hurts ,oh , it so hurts
but nope , im not in the mood to let the tears roll again for the third time .
drama till 7 today and im very tired
my hmwrks are not done & i love the dress i just received :D
i am definitely looking forward to this Friday
im going to watch the sunset with Wak JAY JAY ♥
I cnt wait !

2009-04-06T17:03:00.005+08:00

i am feeling frustrated/irritated/tired
and i hate it when u hide things away from me
we hate it . why him ?
really , i dnt understand why
kau dah termakan kate manis dy , kau tau tak ?
oh puhlease , we can figure things out ourselves
if you are back with him , then tell us
why say that ur just meeting him ?
we are you frens , no wrong , your best frens
and if you hide smthng from us , we will also hide things from you
dnt you kwn , thats how we are .
i mean seriously lahh , u say wait for the right time
but in the mean time , whr are you ? space or earth ? you dnt tell us anything
who are we ? classmate kau jerr ?
aper ? perlu sangat ke kau ader matair ?
look at you , you are WAY WAY happier being alone
so are the rest of us
please lahh , dnt spoil our friendship just because of the way stronger "love" u have for him
sigh , ily bestf . so please , dnt spoil this

2009-04-05T14:52:00.003+08:00

i miss my grandmother .
mama owns a large large large computer screen . and its in her bedroom .
she says its for her own use . haha , mama ,u use e computer already at work
friday night was GREAT
like GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT
Haaa , M.J , Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :D
and my pink V.S wristlet has arrived . im going to take e box
and my sister is going to take the very disgusting colour pink wristlet
and i havent even bath
why am i even telling that ? BACEN

2009-04-02T23:40:00.002+08:00

1)Why am i posting at such a time?
-ummm , time to update my blog i guess and because i just feel like it
2)What have i been doing for the past two hours ?
-doing f&n coursework ; task analysis
3)What was i doing three hours ago ?
-doing some card stuffs
4)What i was doing at 4pm?
-spilling water on my uniform and worrying if jack jack got coke over his white head
5)How was school ?
-schl ? didnt attend today .
6)Looking forward to anything this week ?
-yeahhh , friday & sat prac and hi-tea and adeq soccer match !
7)Thinking of someone ?
-half yes half no
8)Thinking of something ?
-yes ! alot , thats why i got pimple :D
9)Recently Purchased stuffs ?
-ummmmm , dress & VS wristlet
10)Committing Social Suicide anytime soon ?
-yes , later , by wearing friday teee & wearing it to vivoC for bio trip

2009-04-01T17:52:00.003+08:00

Don't you realise its hard to forget someone no matter how much you tried ?

Its hard , oh yes . Its like challenging yourself to do better

But i promise myself to try so why can't you ?

You- lonely ? Nope , not you . you just dnt knw how to spent your time with .

Why turn back when you are nearly the finishing line ?

Why do you even still talk to him ?

Haven't you heard , ignorance is the best solution

You told us you hated him , i told you not to , cause i knew this was coming and you will

maybe , just maybe , turn back .

Over guy and friendship - im sure you knw which one to leave right ?

Gf , promise us you will try harder ?

2009-03-29T13:04:00.003+08:00

i got stuck outside my own house yesterday
buto sama tuu pompuan lahh
hello , it was only 11 plus
and u guys ignored my ten-mins long knocking on the door
pkm , i ain't a beggar lahh siolxx
i shall not elaborate my anger here
but i went dwnstairs after that , and i got scared being alone =,=
talked to the pondok people to keep me company
and apparently , they are not so bad
although they are the people who like to sing so loudly and irritate the residents arnd here
and they thought me how to play dam , which is malay checkers i think o.O
and then he asked for my number -haha . top-up my pp8 first can ?
i heard his motorbike , so i decided to crash home and sleep
oh yes , and learning first aid is so smelly
hahah ! so much for the sterilized thing and blah blah .

okay , im done updating for the weekend , tyme to do my piles of hmwk

xoxo

2009-03-25T17:58:00.003+08:00

YAWWS people !
i got a new haircut recently
okay , it stinks
i have lost all sense of long hair
i now owe a small cinonet ponytail
and yar , the hairdresser was saying that i have split ends blablah
i mean , just say that i got damaged hair , i knew that already !
and i just got back from buying a new shampoo brand
errgh , $18.50 gone on hair products -ONLY !
and its just the dove shampoo and conditioner
thanks gfs for making a choice for me
i mean , without them , i seriously would have stand there for an hour instead of half an hour
hmmm , and yahh , im looking for 3 more people to enter my band for a programme called
Zero To Hero , go check it out lahh weii
three months only :D
hmmm , im done updating here
and i so knw the takperlutau spammer at my GFS blog
i mean , how daft of her . She is just short of two synapses in the cerebellum isnt she ?
awww , does she just want to be a social outcast ? Its so SIMPLE for a girl like her
oh yes , i should stop e-ranting now , its bad oi !

xoxo

2009-03-23T00:54:00.004+08:00

BBOOOO , monday comes in six minutes time
then it will be the start of term two
hmmm , time to improve my Social Studies and english and maintain in math
oh yahh , just realized that i want to do so many things
i mean , its not like i have been slacking arnd , but i wanna do other stuffs
i want to touch the sky and yet , still being able to kiss the ground hard
i want to learn to play the keyboard , i want to learn to swim and dance
and yeah , auntie wants me to talk to my cousin - bring him closer to the whole family
duhh(!) - thats why we are called relatives . i so really have to try hard to do that
i mean , he is such a M but still , he has always been one to me , so i shld not have a problem [X

OFFTOPIC !
hello people
dnt u think crictisizing and scolding people online is so uhhh - E-ranting
WOOW , u go to the same schl as us and yet u speak abt these thing online on your blog ?
dnt u think you r trying too hard in making yourself famous ?
curse people parents/grandparents but yet u dnt like yours to be labelled the same thing too
so who strted this whole online thing first huh ? Now you noe who you can spell loser to and yes
Bring it back to square one,bitch , idc . Maybe its time you talk it out

2009-03-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

i didnt run today !
instead , uncle made me gain fats
okay , fake lahh , he just didnt let me go home
hmmm , my Auntie and Uncle must think im really thin
the only thing they have been telling me is to eat , eat , and EAT !
in which i made Danial finish it up for me
and oh , he is such a DOUBLE M
pemalas ! dah kol braper baru nak mandi , still can go around in his towel's
and OMG , ur e same age as me , okay not yet , only a few months time and i will be 15 too :D
mama want's to spend "QUALITY" time with me tmrw , aint that funny ?
let me laugh , HAHEHO
im so gonna get her to get a haircut and gawd-noes-wad-else for me
its called quality time for a reason , SEEE ? (:
i am so going to hit the gym/track tmrw morn
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
this saturday i have
His Chalet / Daddy's match ! /Family Gathering !

yes ar baybeyh !

2009-03-18T21:32:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION !

Somebody is to tag along with me this saturday

SOMEBODY !

ANYBODY !

WILL DO !

hurrrrrryyyyyy !

i didnt step in the stadium today and it feels so weird
however , im FREEEEEE from any form of hmwk
but i still havent wash jack yet . okayh , seriously , his white head is turning into
some other i dnt-wish-to-noe-which-colour

and i still cnt find somebody to go with me this saturday- how irritating is that ?
sigh !

2009-03-17T22:45:00.002+08:00

hello humans !
i ran/walk NINE rounds arnd the stadium tdy *GRINS*
clap clap !
my sister and adib like member ketat siolxx !
they can even text each other !
training was so - aaahhhh ! my lines got striked out thus im left with little lines
BOOOOOOOO !
Currently irritated by drama club anonymous spammer
wow , i didnt noe that ur name is just too ugly to be displayed
if i so knw u , u should knw how devilish i can get
how moron i can be
so really , if u are willing to risk everything , bring it on idiot !

2009-03-16T22:20:00.002+08:00

kenet says im getting fat
sister says im getting fat
cousin says im sniffing glue and thats why i look Thin and Sick
AIYAAAAA , make up your mind please people !

i SO HAVE to hit the stadium after drama tmrw
SIX ROUND ON THE TRACK ;
HERE I COME !

2009-03-16T12:29:00.003+08:00

i therefore vow that
I SHALL NOT BLOGSHOP FOR THE NXT 2 MNTHS
its gonna be super duper hard to not purchase anything nice
but im going to start saving and prove to zahirah that i can do it !
anw , im going out laterr , and math class just now was HORRIBLE -
AIDIL-listening to music
AN Ling and co.- WEEEING AWAY
BullDog and fren - handphone games away !
untalkative bunny and herds - chatting away
HELLO ! i was 1/4 laughing , 3/4 concentrating , so im not the same .
SEEE ? Get it ? Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh Huh
i think im going to give my JACK a good wash , his white head is so collecting dust

xoxo

2009-03-15T22:48:00.002+08:00

See her up thr ? Its my little sister - Shazlin Nur Ferisha . She turned three years old today . Thanks for causing all the trouble and messiness you have contributed to my bedroom but still without you , life would have been quiet and dull .
LITTLE GIRL , I LOVE YOU (:

2009-03-14T22:38:00.004+08:00

ayah
if i were to tell u how i feel
will u listen
if i were to tell you im tired of you ,
will you let me rest ?
if i were to tell you i hate you
will you know why ?
if i were to tell you im going away
will you stop me ?
if i were to tell you whats right and wrong ,
will you correct yourself ?

Im tired ayah , am so tired of you . I know i have been a troublemaker for your family and that u have always been looking down on me . But hey , did i do so much wrong to get to here ? Or did you just regarded me the same way she did ? It hurts , but u will never know how much it does .

BRRRR ! stop the tears ain . okay , i had the showcase just now and i can see that it was such a
DISSAPOINTMENT to those who had really work hard on it , thanks to the self-consciousness some people have - i shall not type down names here . after showcase , which i was soooo LATE , headed home and straight to uncle's wedding at yew tee .

It was AWESOME ! but i lost my mood at night , and its because someone left , damn damn damn it ! and i pp8 is left with Zero dollar and zero cent ! somebody kind enough ? Huh Huh Huh Huhh ? i declined Wak JAY JAY offer , so hurray !
oh yahh , they sabo-ed me during my uncle's wedding to sit beside him when the newly wed were eating their lunch . smthng like represent his side of family , i was so MORTIFIED ! and thankfully the uncle serving us somehow see to that and only served my plate with half on one scoop of rice -HAHS !

let the pictures speak

2009-03-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

im toooooo lazy to put the photos of the birthday bashing just now
ohh , thr are MONYET roaming around the park behind greenridge shppng center
i mean not human monyet , but monyet=~~monkey~~=monyet !
last day of term one is tmrw ! weeeee ! eating pizzahut to celebrate the last day of term one !
and uncle wedding this friday and saturday ! and showcase performance on saturday !

weeee ! lets's do it !

2009-03-11T21:24:00.003+08:00

mr nutella should forget about trying to recover my relation with him
Under the law of AIN-ism , fostering back a friendly relation with her once you have lose it is merely impossible despite all attempts to make her happy , she will and she shall still ignore you until the time that u do note of her existence and stop all your bollywood award winning acts .

i just realized tht i only got one A1 which is none other than MT , brrrrrr and one failed subject which is very near passing which is combined humans and the rest are either a c6 , c5 or a b4 , b3 grade which i dnt think any of them reached b3 . babihutan betol

CALO BEITS !

2009-03-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

i am so BUSY
-draft declaration
-f&N coursework
-eng formal letter writing
oh wait , can i got to sleep first ?
and hafiz just kept me awake by debating with me , ahah , lame .
oh , exboyf invited me for his 16th bday celeb . should i ?

2009-03-09T17:15:00.000+08:00

i got a position paper to complete
one rumusan and one kefahaman to complete
one formal letter writing to complete
and one mini coursework

all to be done by today .
what a way to start monday
yeah meee !

2009-03-08T21:36:00.002+08:00

just got to knw that uncle's wedding will be held at dumbass house area . this is just so great , yeah ? brrrr . ANW , Daddy's bday celeb was a BOMB ! our indecent present were dumb-looking boxers n superlong fake eyelashes . HAHA ! he put the boxers over his head and wore the eyelashes .
OOPS , i forgot , we smashed two small cake on his face . MWAHAHAH !
i got him a bob marley - i think thats e hat name and he likes it ! he said it makes him feel young ;
SILLY .
anw , im not cmng to class tmrw and i have to report by 6.45am at skul for the whole of nxt week
thanks to my single digit SS marks buuhhrrrr . and i better sleep early so i could reach schl on time

TOODLES !

i saw u , u squinted your eyes . distance became closer . i smiled & u smiled , i think i said hi and i think u said hi back or did u smile back ? hmmm , thanks (:

2009-03-06T19:10:00.002+08:00

i have never ever gotten a single digit for any of my papers .
this proves that im obviously not good in inference skills or wadever the shit is
funny how the people who slept in class all the time are the one who manage to fly
and the people who studied the day before can fly too
even thought i studied consistently i got average marks
many people didnt make it for ct1 , i have seen total failure and jerkass passers
what ever it is , i will not give it up here . thirty more weeks of schl and three more papers .
and i will tell you i am so proud i worked hard for this (:
buuhh , mama thinks im depressed . my mama yknw . this is mama we are talking abt here
i repeat , MAMA . buhh , sister and daddy thinks so too . and i am , really mehh ? O.O
you knw or not wad happen ? huh huh huh huh huh huh huh ?o.O

buhh ! celebrating daddy bday this week . oh u just wait for your wonderful bday celeb !
skip skip ! didnt go gym today cause everyone was too busy and i wnt go alone , duhhhh .
i wnt be in class for the whole of next week . damn . damn . damn . damn . damn .
i want to go out tonight even though i have drama tmrw . ehehehehehe :D

xoxo

2009-03-05T18:41:00.002+08:00

i will let myself crumple up and throw it all at the window .
no, i shall not give up on the CT1 marks , despite the fact that i did studied hard
i have second thoughts suddenly . Everything at home has greatly made an impact on me
yeah not !

and like i said , i will crumple up and indulge in chocolates and ice-cream to scream it all out
and oh yarr , im going to run 7.2km during the march hols . yeah , lets go extremeeee !
i shall not further talk crap now .

Goodbye SUCKASS !

XOXO

2009-03-04T21:18:00.003+08:00

Ct1 dah habes !
lets go celebrate ! fat hope lahhr ain , looking at the fact that u did superbly well in english
AH-A-H-A
i wan to change my blogskins and some other stuffs cause its tyme to get it UPDATED !
weeeee ! im talking craps . buhhh . umm , fitri and iqah , watch out for your birthday gift !
its gonna be niceeeee :D birthday bash ? Nahhh , no tepong on me please . thanks (:
im going to find job thir friday . wich me luck ? hoho , so not .

xoxo

2009-02-28T20:33:00.003+08:00

dear diary,
i think its no use crying over family problem , no matter how
hypocrite , selfish , bollywood award-winners for evil roles and arrogant
i still have to live with then till i reach 21
funny how they tell me to share when they educate their kids to be stingy to me
funny how they say i steal their precious stuff when they take away my everyday basic stuff
funny how they say i only bring trouble and heartache to them when their kids are so spoilt
funny how they say they dnt want to send me to school when i fail one or two subjects out of 8 subject but their kids fail two out of four subject and they do nothing
funny how they want me to change when they are just immature adults
funny how they tell me they have no money when they can still shop around
funny how my sister have to contribute money when somedays i still go to sleep with a empty stomach

and what am i suppose to do again ?

simple , i will stand strong and go .
get over their stupid acts and get ready to gooooooooo .
sry people , sometimes i have to say it out here cause im tired of crying or having a heartache over them .

xoxo

2009-02-26T18:16:00.002+08:00

my uncle stinks
of all the date in the month of february , he has to get married on the day where i have got plans
with my girlfriends . Worst of all its on a the 13th feb till the 14th feb
to make it great , its on the last day of schl . can he at least wait ? urgggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!!!!!!
Cousins and sibling better be there to entertain my ultimate craziness *winks !*

OFFTOPIC !
i can kiss chemistry and social ~~suicide~~ Studies marks goodbye bcos i have officially unpass myself
and i still have 4 more papers to go
give me five !

2009-02-20T15:28:00.002+08:00

sometimes i wonder if you speak the truth
i wonder if i can trust you
yes , we do bitch about you , cause your stories are possibly fake
but we keep it sealed btwn our lips so no one else knws
yes its you im talking about
heed our advice and change please (:

school was fine this week
and my CT's start nxt week . after the Cts i might be getting a job cause you now why already
and i officially declare i hate chemistry , its so COMPLEX !
and dumbass cheeks cell is as ugly as his face *TADAAA!*

off to the gym with forever 6 later & i got tons of things to do
so

CALO BEITE !

2009-02-15T13:01:00.004+08:00

V-day outing was a BOMB day of fun !
went to wisma atria ... walked till ngee an city . waited for haris n frens
then walked to cineleisure to eat then off to marina barrage and then to scape park
then went home .
it was so gerek , made new frens wit Berny a.K.a BKKS and Ks a.K.a bkm
haah , cool huh ? name dorang secret kiterh . they also thought me wad ttg is
haha , kaki ketawe sak drng !
oh yahh , we got flowers too !! , okayh , it was a test and he made it ! *CLAP CLAP*

let the photos do the talking

2009-02-11T19:43:00.002+08:00

hello EARTHLINGS
im feeling so dead now
i almost lost my wallet today at chem lab , and Adam found it *winks*
and thr was some stuff in it which he might have read and thus i end up feeling tooo
MORTIFIED !
pfft , i think the best place to be "hang-out" is my room when im at home
yeah , i think my oh-so great family will never stop their grammy award act
stop it lahh korang , use brains please .

back to the schl !
today GFS were stressing abt love/relationship . V-day mood ? i hope i will have a great time this sat , seriously cnt wait for the kekecohan ! im so busy with schl stuffs &i dnt really want to add up my very great family into this pale pink brain of mine . enuf is enuf lahh nutella . arrgh !

BYEEE

2009-02-06T14:04:00.002+08:00

Define Tritanopia:
Lacking the short-wavelength cones, those affected are unable to distinguish between the colors in the blue-yellow section of the spectrum. This form of color blindness is not sex-linked.

uhh ohhh ... .

hit the gym with tiny after schl today . i think i lost , ummm , less than hundred calorie
okayh , no big difference ! afterwhich i went to eat , so i gained back calories
haha , should have eaten first lah tiny .

i NEEEEDDDDDDDDDD to go out tmrw or i will suffer from pure stress feeling for a week
in which i will love to talk to myself . cnt V-day come sooner ?
today is abt one month sice the great retrenchement day ? grrr , i didnt pass up spontaneous writing today cause it was though for me to answer , it ended somewhr in the garbage dwnstairs (:
and you knw wad , the lappy battery is going to die on me soon and im wating for a call and i better switch the lappy off before it dies on me

CHIOOOOOOOO !

2009-02-05T19:44:00.002+08:00

today mt double period sucks
screeammm ! fitri was so giving attitude , PFFT ! and as usual since zahirah was absent , i had to endure it ! darn it fitri , F*** you lahhhhhh .
then we had to birthday bash boi G , which as usual i wasnt playing but just laughing at others getting flour allover their faces .. then they went home , the BOYS went home , haha
LOSERS !
anw , thr was this Hong Kong student who came to our schl today
and one of them was really really cute , like REALLY REALLY
he scores 100/10
oh yahh , his name was Jason Wong - correct spelling not ?
and they can keep long hair in their schl n its a all boy schl , which probably meant he might be gay
Yuccks !
anw , i got Indices test tmrw & in order to score

i have to leave nowwwwwwwwwwwwwww

2009-02-03T20:16:00.002+08:00

sometimes friends/bestfrens say words that hurt our feeling
but it hurts more to hear it from your bestfren
especially when they dnt realise its fine to tell the whole world abt it .
jezzzzzzz , i didnt noe i had to start every conversation as smthng that only between us

& i cant wait too see that regret in you face , DOG . i hate you , i really do . & nthng can change that . but hey ! continue being a dog , i love giving you orders *GRINS*

having maths test tomorrow , homework isnt done yet
bye lahh

2009-02-02T18:59:00.002+08:00

ZALIHA is so madd at us
u dnt want to listen to me or us
A) we did it with good intention & it wasnt any joke , it stinks to see you still pondering over your past , we did that to help you and NONE of us told anyone abt this
it was only btween zahirah , me , fitri , bulldog & exam
B)hello ? zaliha , you were the girl who wldnt care what others say abt you . just bcos of some sec two girl words , u get so down ? this isnt you . she's just a noOne to us .

no , i wnt say sorry for i did this to help you but it hurts to see you ignoring me just bcos of a thing like this .

Cecilia , umm , seriously i cnt remember wad you did that make me scratch you ?
WAIT , did i even did that ? hmmm , cnt remember . Blahhh . yes , i admit , when i scratch others , it is painful & it does leave a mark , but hey ! on the bright side , its a mark frm me !
but i was unintentionally , i chiped my nails already , HAPPY ?

OOFTOPICC !
common test cmng ! shittiyarr . anw , today i did smthng unexpected
i texted SYAFIQ saying im sry . i thought abt it so much , & i realize i cnt let it go without saying im sry , well , he did say sry too , and i guess we are even , so CHEERS ! coolios !
i feel like screaming in happiness now that its over , WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
thanks fitri (:
ummm , today schl was lyke normal , we had this overseas camp talk & i somebody cried during one of the presentation , HAHA ! not mentioning names (:
kayh lahh , i got to do my schl stuff

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !

2009-01-31T19:56:00.003+08:00

we had our confirmed roles today
im a chicken lahh , duhhhh , so is benjamin , cecilia is still snowball
umm , and e rest just change or tookover others role
oh yeah , ms joe told the seniors to stop bitching around
HOHOHOOO , im very friendly dnt u noe ?
umm , talking bout tht , i sill have a lollipop in my bag
and i so have to start my hmwk n revision !
im so tired mann ! Physics paper can completely stare at my face cause i will just doze off :D
PFFT !!
n i have to study some stuffs , BUSY BUSY !

BYEEEE !

2009-01-30T20:50:00.002+08:00

ameera , i hope you are all right (:

i collected my geog file tdy , one word : SUPER-DUPER-THICK
i mean it , really , i do !
ms siti said smthng to me tdy ,and well , i want to prove her that i can do it
exclude social studies please , okayh , SET !
common test starts in *DRUMROLLS PLEASE*
2 weeks time ! , yes go scream ain , SCREAMM !
i cant wait for V-day outing with GFS , confirm best gylerh babi *GRINS*
mwahahaha :D
and im in the SYF ! In an expected role of a chickadee (:
so prac start 2mrw , n i soo need to get started on hmwks
so ADIOS !

2009-01-29T19:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEOPLE !

im bck frm visiting grandmama at hsptl , she got blood in her urine
hmphffs , not cool okay
but she was fine , kekek siol , tak censored siak garok pantat , nyayi -u very funny !
then , she suddenly want to whisper to me smthng
actually ryte , she tell me my nephew like me , cool kan ? ader nephew suker auntie dier
tapy okaylahh , dier lagy tua , tapy , dier pegy blang ngn nenek aku dier nak aku ,
LET ME LAUGH -hohohoooo
and yknw wad ? i hate this teacher , she say i cannot write like this . must change my handwriting
and i was like , ummm , kayh , arr , yahh & my maths is going to fly away now that the trainy teacher is going to take over for a few WEEKS !
and you wan to noe wad else , i got letter writing to do , kayh BYE !

2009-01-27T13:40:00.004+08:00

did i mention how much i dislike her ?
i hate her . damn it , stop screaming to me
i wish i can put you back in the fairytale book you came from
where everyone noes wad bitches step-mother are

PFFT !
okay , ain , shut up .
kayh , the bbq was okaylahhkan ,
except that i was sleeping through out the time whr everyone was playing water at the sea
hahas , i missed that part
oh yahh , shasha's watch is with me
ummmmmm , then after we packed our stuff , we went to eat & otw thr , it was
RAINING ! sit at the back of the lorry somemore , tapy , gerekans nak mampos !
and you noe smthng people , i havent bathed , ewww !
anbd i have to do so much schl stuff , haiyyaaaaa

bye lahh bye !

2009-01-23T21:47:00.002+08:00

PEOPLEEE !
my sister's back home !
I REPEAT
SHE'S BACK !
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
okayh , diam ain , shuttup
another great news is that : she break up wit that stalker
WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
pathetic , call the house , find for me , hoho , never siak aku nak bbl ngn kau
TIDAKKKKK !
WO PU YAO !
NOOOOO !
NEE-HIII !
and im totally sure i got the spelling wrong thr
im going to make my atm card tomorrow !
coolios !

2009-01-22T21:50:00.002+08:00

i have such a loving set of parents here in choa chu kang who dnt let me go and see my sister when im so ready to go out
good thing is , i can skip school tmrw to go thr on my own (like duh , independent)
BLAH !
they are keeping smthng frm me , firstly , they think i dnt noe the cause of my sister being admitted , secondly , they are hiding something bigger than that , thirdly , im so glad mama made her kids insurance , so at a time like this , this set of parents will say that they have the money to spend anything for my sister-HOHO , its such a funny joke , laugh people

i keep on forgetting my sister wnt be able to sleep just a few metres away from me for the next few days , just a few days ago we were playing uno , laughing until some old person made noise .
im so not looking forward to the bbq . cause my sister is usually the one who will go sit with me at the jetty , who will go around going nuts , who will entertain me , who wont go to sleep . yeah , i have my cousins , but they are so ~~DEAD~~ , shasha , ntah overnight ke tq . haiayaaa ,
i want to cry , but im tired , i want to sleep , but i want my sister .

GFS , thanks for cheering me up , for trying to help me . i really do appreciate it , but for now
i dnt noe wad exactly i need , chocolate ? milkshake ? ice-cream ? aku pon taq tau .
uh , okay , i noe . i want to hug the teddybear she gave me for my twelfth bday . who noes a teddybear can be your bestfren too ?

2009-01-22T16:12:00.004+08:00

i want to knw wad happen while im at schl
i want to noe if ITS back
i wan to noe if i will be entering the same scenario i had wen i was 12
i wan to noe if i will be seeing tubes all over your body again
i want to noe if its an unconscious body i will be seeing on the hospital bed
i want to hear the teet-teet-teet sound frm that beeping machine
i want to noe that this isnt going to be the worst
i want to be sure that u aint leaving me
i want to be sure that u will be fine
most importantly ,
i want u to be alright

i so hate crying to myself
why am i not the eldest
cause if i were , im sure i will be able to support my family
not my sister
fck the exboyf for giving her trouble
fck the economy for retrenching my dad
haiyaa , money money money , such a big worry .
i call the people who cause my sister stress a bunch of SICKOS
well guess wad sickos , she's at A&E hospital now .
and its partly cause of you
so go FCK OFF !
PAY YR BILLS before i SLAP your face
tak heran ar kau dulu matrep
suker perh tengok kakak aku saket ?
puas hati kau ?
kebabian punyer orang , ader otak tak nak pakai
i so hate all guys name wan , so go FCK OFF !

2009-01-19T17:34:00.002+08:00

okay tyme to blog
.......yesterday .. i was eating smthng ........
halfway through it ..... thr was MAGGOT !
Dead of course
did i tell u it was
maggot !
maggot !
maggot !
maggot !
maggot !

Yeah , im quite traumatized and i shall not start abt it again
get over the fact that u ate half a maggot ain
EEWWWW !
okay ,BLAH !
anw , went to mac this morning before skul , like sempat seyh !
and of course i brought chocolate milkshake
then zaliha say we are running late , then we all strted running , wit my milkshake and their drink
crazy siak
padahal taq lambat , Haiyooo..
then , skul . blah blah . dumbass was sleeping in class again as usual
you knw , i will LOVEEEE to pull the table away while he sleep
GREATEST PLEASSURE !
BLAH !
got hmwk and test to study for , so

BYE !

2009-01-15T21:57:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~MORON~~ !
yknw idnt mean it ryte ?lol
yuppy , tmrw is ameera 15th birthday
WOW ! can u believe this ? frm her 9th birthday uptill her 15th birthday , i only gave her a real birthday gift once
wad a LULLER ain , nehmind , inkheart , i treat ?? okay , set !

OFFtopic !
i have alot of worries recently , haiya
and i dnt have an exact reason of why i go home straight this week
so unlikely of me
and i have been eating ice-cream for the third time this week , okay , im officially
WORRIED
i received GF letter today
she said smthng in the letter , and i do want to cry , and im partly worried cause of that
hoho , u ain't going anywhr till we have our own scrambler bike (:
and now that my dad is unemployed again , in a matter of less than six month , how can a manager get retrenched ?
i so learn that frm the first time i get my job , im so gonna start saving , so that in the future ,
i dnt give a face to my kid when she needs money to top up her ez-link-unlike some people
understand jelahh kayh ?

BLAH !
i wanna wash my hair and sleep , so tata ~~asshole~~ !

2009-01-12T18:03:00.002+08:00

GUESS WAD !
today i took lrt to schl !
ahahaha , at last !
UMM ,took my skul bag already , im not so happy wit it though
like plastic bag material , dah ain , shuttup
u wasted 50pluss on a made in china bag , hooho , diam diam sudah
changed my phn already , hohoh , heavy lahh . change again cann ? XD
skul was fine tdy
and i got tons of hmwk to do , haiyayaya

BYEEE !

2009-01-09T17:40:00.002+08:00

I LOST ALL MY LINKS !
im only left wit changing my url before nobody ever noes my blog exist
help Puhlease !
today i went marsling after skul , walked like aliens thr .
eat and back to home and fitri left her phone in my locker , haiyaaaa

OFFTOPIC !

she's right
its so so much last year
sooner or later i will see him
so what if i do ?
i can do as much as anything i want to
why should i be afraid ?
Nothing can happen if i will fight back my own past
wadever happened is like a bubble that has been floating ontop of my head
and i POP-ed it off already
so GFS , im back !
no more ain who takes the bus to avoid someone
no more ain who doesnt wan go thr bcos last time blah3
thanks GFS (:

2009-01-08T20:21:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MAMA !
this came so late at my blog
so mama , 40yrs old already huh ?
young young ! may u have happy and healthy times in the coming years
and i really do hope u stop (OnlyUsNoeWad) habit , bad for health yknw
i love u mama , thanks for being thr for me *touch tears*

OFFTOPIC ,my bag is arriving tomorrow
clap ar clap !
ummm , schl is fine i guess ?
& oh , dumbass is such a cheater and a big time lier
teacher ask wads yr hobby : studying and reading
wad type of malay book do you like to read : novel novel cinta
wad type of thing do u read abt : astrology
HE cheated during a bio mini test by putting the ans paper under my table (he sits the table next to my row) wad a luller lahh , AARRRGGGHHHHHHHHHH !
i still dnt get it why people go GAGA over him
A)he's way dumber dumber than me
B)he lies alot
C)he is wayy too irritating (so much more than my brother)
gawwd , his face like tempe basi lahhh weii
grrr , critic critic . lol
anw , went out wit forever six tdy , fun larh ! daniel is so kiut !
his mouth like makcik makcik like that , so funny larh he , LAUGH LUAGH LAUGH
then went to ameera place to do stuffs , blogshop . then home , blogshp again
and i havent mandi siak ! aper lagy hmwrk ?

BYE !

aceh and partner , tsk tsk , why dnt u just continue frm whr u left and stop wadever shits that include so tak threatening mxgs u sent to my GF ? do me this great favour before i dnt shut my mouth up for u(:

2009-01-06T18:12:00.002+08:00

UPDATE UPDATE
first few days of skul , NOT GREAT
my bag so heavy
im spending tooo much ka-ching
i have so blardy bad eyebag
in short , im turning uglyyyy !
and my jansport bag arrival is so delayed ! BENCIII !
BLAHHS !
im taking the bus to & fro frm skul recently
like no life siak , its fun taking the bus
but its not coolios knwing that im doing that cause im running away frm someone
haiyaaa . ms siti appointed me to be the geog rep , DIE DIE DIE !
BLAHH !
anw , i wanna change my blog link , should i change it to
ataqexisting-thang.bs.com
cool huhs ?
kay ar , bye !